It’s so good I kept a diary, one more place shared with you. I found an entry about our voice chat. Even now I cannot say better than then… And…How good I had no time to correct my entries. Dear Bill, my entries kept you busy correcting them and now they will keep ME busy writing your corrections down and rewriting my stories again. It feels good. I am not a writer but I love what I wrote you once…
I always loved your voice, when I could understand what you were saying to me and when I just begged you to slow down. You used to say it was side effect of all those pills you had been taking, making your speech err… ok, it’s all the same I don’t remember that word and I will always insist on that those were my bad ears and not something wrong with your speech. I loved not only your voice, I loved you cough, whistle, clear your throat, drop of something from your table, your stool’s creak… any sound from your room and you… it was so real…I mean it was like you were in my apartment but just behind the wall…I felt no distance, dear Bill, it felt like I can come near to you and hug you, and what was felt just like this it can be counted as almost done, can’t it?
What was your voice like? I try to hear your voice in my head but alas, when I almost imagine it right, it suddenly vanishes away like a ghost. The only word I think I still hold in my memory as it is said by you is Domodedovo. It is so long that you had to say it by syllables Do mo de do va And it always was an a in the end, if you did your best to keep it “o” in the beginning of the word, but in the end you had always failed 🙂 I so loved you to repeat some russian words after me. I had always had fun, especially when I came up with making you say “I love” in russian and well, just my stupid gigling gave me away with my trick, but anyway I was not going to make you say “you” … Your voice was velvet, dear Bill, it was rich…
What fun we had all together! Little sister used to steal all things from you, I used to steal too, but why do I remember more that I had to bite you or bang you with something? It’s just that you often answered- bites Annet even harder :))) OUCH! Is’t it just why I learnt this word so well? Was I so bad? Can it possibly be so?
Probably most of our chats were about nothing, childish, but my, how they were sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
“Today when I was chatting to my friend I took away his keyboard. He had nothing else but to start a voice chat with me. No wonder I was smiling all day long then. If you have a dear friend who you can talk to by voice, who teaches you to pronounce some MEAN words in English, who is patient enough to understand your thick Russian accent, who cares about you- then you are happy. Then you wear a smile on your face all day,and you don’t care if everyone thinks that you are smiling for no reason & thinks that you are just being goofy. hahaha But as I said,you don’t care. Then you are happiest person of the world, you have been singing all day just because of the way you feel. Why else would I love a voice chat ? Because in spite of the distance between my friend and I, I can hear his caugh or laugh or whistle so like he’s just behind the wall in my flat. This is a wonderful sensation…for me…
LOL You, lol, who is the hero in today’s entry, I sooo like to hear your “Yeaa” in a reply of my “Biiiiiiill?”
-Biiiiiill?
-Yeaaaa
hahaha
I soo like it, Bill…
I put corrections, Bill.
I am not going to give up English.
I am not…
I can write to your spirit, it makes me feel better really.
I have been crying today. It was silly of me to cry, like a child from whom was taken away a favourite toy. It’s kind of what happened to me today..